a different kind of apathy

Thursday, September 30, 2004

i saw her crying today.
and how they just shrugged it off.
and i was shocked that she was so alone when she is upset.
they dont want to share her tears, just her joys, her funs. the benefits they can get.
poor thing.
i knew im not that close to her.
but we all need someone's shoulder when we cry.
nevermind about them and their superficial remarks.
you'll have me. and ella. and many more others.

and i love mrs kuan.
realli. cos she's so nice to us thoh we slack like crazy in her class and get shit results.
i felt so grateful when she bought us twisted sultanas that tasted so good with the syrup.
she said its for children's day.
but i think its also a consolation before hand? for the horrible history results coming on monday.

and today's chem checking was so farnie.
my class got our papers, and once we know our marks, we just bundled back the papers , handed in and left the audi.
so its like. no one bothered go asking for more marks and stuff la.
then after that.
we went back to class and played cards for like 1 hour.
while the rest of the level are in the audi.
haha. then Mrs Chew was asking:" where's four fifteen? where's four fifteen?"
so many times. and there was silence with 5 rows of empty red chairs on the second floor.
hahaha. then she exclaimed:"wat?! they just handed up their papers and LEFT thru the walls?"
hahahah. im so tickled. its so funny.
ah well. *grin*

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